Thursday, February 3, 2022

College Degrees

College Degrees


I’ll start with some generalizations on the damage that higher education has done in America. 


Education used to be for everybody. Now it seems to have devolved into two classes: those with college degrees and those without.


In fact, a college education now is the route you take if you have enough money to do it, and you don’t want to touch anything solid, as concrete, steel, lumber, or copper wire. 


If you can’t make it through college to get that degree, you must deign to get your hands dirty handling real substances, other than paper. And you will be deemed a lesser being, with no chance of improving your lot in life until you get that degree.


So society has been bifurcated into two classes: one who is qualified to rule from upper management positions with a top salary and good benefits, but is incapable of constructing a house, repairing their car, or fixing a leaky faucet in the shower. 


But when something constructive is required, they have to call on one of the non college educated but handy people who know how to do the actual work. Civilization depends on these folk, but they are now having trouble feeding the family because college educated elites have busted their unions, driven their wages down, destroyed good retirement plans with defined benefits, and made medical care so difficult and pricey that only the rich and well insured can afford it.


I lost a girlfriend once years ago, because she insisted I finish college and get my degree. I would have liked to, but my father left my mom when I was eleven, and I had to work to help us survive. I already had automotive mechanic skills I had learned in his shop before he left. I was busy working on vehicles and making money to survive.


She went on to get her degree, and found a nice job working at the courthouse helping with the paper work for the lawyers and judges.


But when her car broke down, she still called me to come and fix it.


I am actually pretty lucky. I took an apprenticeship with a union company in Southern California, and learned the machinist trade on top of the mechanical skills I already possessed. 


After a couple of years working for small machine shops, learning how to make anything the customer needed, my wife and I decided we wanted out of California. So we quit work, bought some food and a pup tent with two sleeping bags that sewed together into one big one, and we went homeless for nearly a month. We drove across Nevada, Utah, and part way through Colorado, staying in campgrounds and National parks, before I stumbled on an ad in the Grand Junction newspaper. The local electric generating company was looking for a machinist!


I drove to the office address and applied for the position. They sent me for a perfunctory medical examination, and then gave me two tests, one one mechanical and mathematical skills, and one on psychological traits. Because of my experience and a year of engineering in college I passed with flying colors. The psych test was pretty easy to figure out. Since the power plant was way out in the woods away from cities, a question like: Would you rather: 1. Speak to large crowds, 2. Shop in a large mall, or 3. Go fishing? was pretty easy to figure out.  Never hooked a fish in my life, but not too old to learn, if that’s what it takes.


I worked for nine years at the little Nucla Power Generating Station in Colorado. The crew at the plant were leery of my abilities at first, since there was no back up. Either you could do the job or not. It didn’t take long to show them I could make any part and fix any machine on the site.


There was no division between the workers and the one guy with a college degree, the Plant Manager. We all appreciated our separate skills, and cooperation and camaraderie was the rule. 


After four or five years the maintenance supervisor retired and we got a new one, who had been an operator before. All of us on the maintenance crew were apprehensive about working for an operator who was not familiar with our skills. We shouldn’t have worried - he was a genius. He was probable the best boss I ever had.


The first day he called us all together in the coffee break room, and we discussed what was needed. Up front he told us, “I am not a welder, I am not a machinist, and I’m not an electrician. My job is to provide the time, tools and material for you to keep this plant running.”


He made it plain that we didn’t need to ask if we saw something that needed fixing. Just go ahead and fix it. If we could design and build a better machine, just do it. If we needed anything, he would try to get it.


Of course, we all knew where the high maintenance items were, and we got them replaced or repaired. That old reciprocating air compressor that kept one mechanic busy full time got replaced with a quiet rotary air compressor that never broke down. 


When the pump intake got filled with mud in the spring, we designed and built a pump out of an old heat exchanger body that could suck up mud, sticks and even fish to clear the intake again.


When it looked like they were going to shut the old plant down in 1981, I started scouting out another power plant to continue my career. I found a brand new power plant being built near Valmy, Nevada. I found the address and sent a resumé. 


Very quickly, within a couple of days, they called my home. My wife answered, and they said they had a mechanic position available, but the machinist slot was filled. She said she didn’t think I would want that, but when I got home and she told me, I asked, “Did you ask about the pay?”

No, she hadn’t.


So the next day I called back and talked to the people in the office who were trying to staff this new plant. I told them I might be interested if the pay was right, although I really wanted the machinist job. They told me the pay scale and the mechanic job paid $0.80 cents an hour more than my machinist job in Colorado. They were a union shop, with full retirement, full medical coverage, and other benefits like vacation days and sick leave.


They were so desperate for experienced men that after I aced their tests and got hired, they offered to buy my house in Colorado so I could get moved to Nevada faster.


I told them I had just bought a new mobile home. Could they just move it?

Sure, they said, and they gave us a week in a motel to find some property to buy to put the mobile home on. We found thirty acres for twenty five thousand bucks, with power, septic, and water well in place.  In time, that became our home - The Jackrabbit Ranch.


All of the new crew were excited to be working in this brand new plant, as the company had treated us like kings in the hire in process. The company had bought several homes in other states to let them move quickly and allowed them time to find new homes in Winnemucca or Battle Mountain, Nevada.


The first disappointment came when the first unit was started and was out of balance beyond limits, probably due to the move across country by rail. Since we both had experience with multiplane balancing, the machinist and I both went up to the turbine deck to see what we needed. We were chased off the deck and told to go back below, as they had professionals 

with degrees from headquarters in Reno coming to balance it. We were pissed, and they didn’t get much work from us the rest of that day.


A year later, during the first inspection, the data from the seismic probes on the bearing indicated the turbine needed alignment. Sure enough, we were told they had professionals coming from Reno to do the job.


We hung around to watch as one man in a suit and tie started to set up a precision transit to observe scales with .010” markings mounted on each part of the machine. After he screwed the head on the tripod, he tried to level it. It soon became apparent that he had never done that before, and had no concept of how the screws on opposing sides needed to be adjusted together to make those little bubbles stay between the lines.


After watching for probably half an hour as he flopped the transit head back and forth, the whistle blew for lunch. The professional, who we found out taught engineering in the University of Nevada, Reno, split out of the room for lunch. 


The machinist and I went over to the transit and quickly leveled the head. We realized that the tripod scooted around on the polished concrete floor, so knowing that it had to remain unmoved during the operation, we chiseled little dimples in the floor with a center punch and resting the tripod legs in the little craters, we leveled the transit again. Takes less than a minute, if you know what you’re doing.


To his credit, when he came back and found the transit level and solid, he didn’t mess with it. He went on like he had done it himself. 


Eventually the company decided that they needed an engineer at the plant full time, so we got a young, newly graduated engineer in the front office. We quickly became friends, since by this time I had moved up to the machinist position, and I knew we would be working together a lot. 


The first time he sent me a blueprint for a part to make, it was immediately obvious he had overlooked some things. So I went to his office and gently got him to make some revisions so the part would work. I also suggested that anytime he needed a part made, just come on down to the shop and talk, and we could get it right the first time before he made the blueprint.


He soon came to realize that those of us in the shop knew how the plant worked and were a vital source of information on any machine or system in the plant. Even though he had the degree, we became an integrated team and we worked together to solve the problems that came up. 


After the first year, the management in Reno chartered a special train to bring the “suits” out to the plant to celebrate their new plant. They had picnic tables with catered food out in front of the plant, and speeches by vice-presidents and such. It was a gorgeous affair.


Those of us who had kept the plant running for a year were not allowed to leave the building and be seen by the big wigs. We sneaked up to the top of the boiler building and peered over the edge at the festivities.


I had never seen such a stark division between the college elites and the people who made the machinery work. I am afraid the gulf has only widened in the following years.


It has about destroyed the Democratic Party, as the college educated elites have taken over the party from the traditional working class, and their heads are so far up (in the clouds) that they can’t understand why working people have abandoned the party in droves. 


The disdain that I see between Nancy Pelosi, Chuck Shumer, and Joe Biden toward Bernie Sanders and Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez hurts me. 


I am baffled when I hear people my age, living on Social Security, proudly praising Republicans and decrying “Socialism.” 


I shake my head in wonder at Democrats who are too modern to talk about Franklin D. Roosevelt, who was only the second most popular president in history, right behind Washington. What modern Democrat could win four elections in a row?


I worked at the Valmy Power Plant for twenty five years until I retired. I could write a book on the battles of the elites in the front office against the workers out in the shops.


If the disparity continues to widen between the classes, I see no future except for violent revolution. That seldom works well for anybody.


But people will not stand by and watch their children starve. 

Saturday, January 15, 2022

God's Love

 God’s Love.


I used to live in fear of the Last Judgement. God was supposed to be up in heaven, going through the records of every person who lived on the earth, in preparation for the Last Day of Judgement. When all of the sins of our lives would be revealed. What a rotten concept! 


Be afraid! Be very afraid!


But, hey, if you just ask God to forgive your sins, He’ll forgive you. At least until you sin again.


But what if you hadn’t asked for forgiveness in a while, and you are involved in a car crash with no chance for a quick prayer? Too bad for you!


Maybe you just walked past someone begging for a handout in the Walmart parking lot, and a sudden stroke kills you instantly. Is that sin of omission going to send you to the flames? Didn’t Jesus say we should feed the hungry, with no judgment. Inasmuch as you do it to the least of these, you have done it unto Me. 


Maybe that’s what prompted that text about praying constantly. What a wonderful life! Not!


This is the Jewish belief in the Law and sin. It is well described in the New Testament Book of James. Which has not a word about redemption.


 Oh, what a relief it was, when I found out that God actually loves us. He does not wish for any to perish.   2 Peter 3:9


I believe that Jesus gave that description of the Last Judgment as an allegory. If I was being judged on every bad thing I’ve done, it would take years! If every one one earth went through that judgement, it would be eons on eons. 


Jesus was showing the things we should be doing if we have love for God and man. Feeding the hungry, clothing the naked, visiting prisoners, etc. 


Not a word in his judgement scene about believing a particular doctrine, or being a member of a particular religion. It’s all about love.


Best of all, Paul came up with a new religion. We don’t have to ask for forgiveness, or beg for mercy. 


The wages of sin is death. Jesus paid it.


That is not the same as forgiveness. Forgiveness and mercy are for Jews.


Redemption and grace are what saves Christians, according to Paul.


When I get to that last checkout register, I will not have to plead for someone to forgive my debt. I won’t have any debt.


My salvation is paid for. In full. Don’t owe anything! It is done already. No fear about getting that last prayer for forgiveness in before I die.


“…Scripture says, ‘a curse is on all who do not persevere in doing everything that is written in the Book of the Law.’ It is evident that no one is ever justified before God in terms of the Law.

…Christ bought us freedom from the curse of the Law…” 

Galatians 3:10-13 NEB


“…my present bodily life is lived by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself up for me. I will not nullify the grace of God; if righteousness comes by law, then Christ died in vain.”

Galatians 2:20,21 NEB


Surely we have to do something, right? 


Paul and Jesus both said we must have Love in our hearts. God is Love.


“He who loves his neighbor has satisfied every claim of the law. For the commandments, ‘Thou shalt not commit adultery, thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not steal, thou shalt not covet, and any other commandments there may be, all are summed up in the one rule, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ Love cannot wrong a neighbor; therefore the whole law is summed up in love.”

Romans 13:8-10 NEB


But that’s too easy, isn’t it? Just love everybody?


Try it sometime. Some people are hard to love! But love we must. The love must be real, from inside us, where God is.


If we have real love for our wife, we will never cheat on her. Don’t need a law to tell us that.


If we have real love in our hearts, we won’t judge others. We will be loving, not judgmental or critical. 


Here is a well known text from Paul, from the New English Bible. It is used in weddings a lot, but it applies everywhere: 

“I may speak in tongues of men or of angels, but if I am without love, I am a sounding gong or a clanging cymbal. I may have the gift of prophecy, and know every hidden truth; I may have faith strong enough to move mountains; but if I have no love, I am nothing. I may dole out all I possess or even give my body to be burnt, but if I have no love, I am none the better.

Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, not conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offense. Love keeps no score of wrongs; does not gloat over other men’s sins, but delights in the truth. There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, its hope, and its endurance.”

1 Corinthians 13:1-7 NEB


Those who know me may ask, “But don’t you claim to be Buddhist? How can you talk of God if you worship Buddha?”


They demonstrate a profound ignorance of Buddhism. The Buddha was not a God. Those sects of Buddhism that believe in reincarnation may address prayers to Buddha, but not all Buddhists do. 


The Buddha was a teacher. Not how to get to heaven somewhere, but how to live a life that has less pain, and less conflict, here and now. Love is an essential part of Buddhism, too. I find his wisdom of immense value in the day to day events of living a good life.


May we all be filled with God’s love, and may that love reach around the whole world. Peace upon all. 

Sunday, January 9, 2022

Insults in the New Testament

 Insults in the New Testament


Today the Rev. Mark Davies gave a wonderful discourse on the various beliefs and different sects in the original Christian apostles and preachers leading up to the Council of Nicaea in 325 A.D.

He covered them all, including the Docetists, the Marcionites, the Gnostics, and the Manichaeans. Since the Roman ruler Constantine had formerly been a Manchaean before deciding to make the bishops come to a common agreement on the basic beliefs of the official Roman church, he had a personal stake in the outcome.

Arius’s belief that Christ was created by God and was not made of the same substance as God was ruled heretical, and he was tossed out.

This goes beyond what Mark mentioned in his discourse. 

The statement that resonated with more than one of us was that the disciples had bitter arguments with each other and even called each other names.

Some translations of the New Testament try to downplay or obscure the insults, but I find the books far more interesting to read when you understand that they were written by real human beings, and not by an infallible Divine being. So let’s go look at some of the pokes and jabs.

One of the plainest is in the book of James. He writes this book as a direct response to Pauls writing in the Epistle to the Galatians.

Paul wrote, “…If righteousness come by the law, then Christ is dead in vain…no man is justified by the law in the sight of God, it is evident; for the just shall live by faith.” Galatians, 2:21, 3:11.

James wrote, “…wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?” James 2:20, KJV.

Literally from the Greek “O empty man”.

The New English Bible translates this as  “you quibbler”

The New International version says, “You foolish man,”

See how much more fun this is? James is getting personal!

James at this time was the leader of the original apostles at Jerusalem. As near as I can determine, they were Jews in every respect. They believed in circumcision for all converts. Acts 15:1. They believed in the kosher rules of food and eating with Gentiles, Galatians 2:12. They were monotheists, believing in just one God, James 2:19. Jesus was the Messiah, (the “anointed one”) but not the Son of God.

Conversely, Paul believed that Jesus was the Son of God, come to earth to pay the penalty of death for man’s sins, and redeem us from condemnation of the Law.

James believed that we must keep the Law perfectly, and if we couldn’t we must fall on our knees and beg for God’s mercy and forgiveness.

Paul believed that Jesus paid the debt on the cross, and all we have to do to be saved is to accept his sacrifice on our behalf by faith.

This may be an oversimplification, but that’s my understanding after 60 years of studying the first 400 years of Christianity.

Paul went to Jerusalem more than once to argue his case to the apostles there, and it seems he lost every time. He even gathered up a collection of money for the church at Jerusalem, and still was rejected.

That explains the sarcasm in 2 Corinthians 11:5. It isn’t very evident in the King James Version. It’s downplayed: “For I suppose I was not a whit behind the very chiefest apostles.”  

Literal word for word from Greek - “over-exceedingly apostles.”

Here’s the New World translation: “For I consider that I have not in a single thing proved inferior to your superfine apostles.” I can hear the bitterness in there!

From the New International Version: “But I do not think I am in the least inferior to those “super apostles.” 

Finally, the New English Bible: “Have I in any way come short of those superlative apostles? I think not.”

To set the stage for the last fight, Peter has come up to visit Paul’s church at Antioch. Peter’s house was in Capernaum, in Galilee. Archeologists have found the foundations with his name and some fish carved into the stones. So I don’t know for sure what his beliefs were. He seems to me to be trying to go both ways and not take sides.

As he is visiting in Antioch, he eats meals with the Gentiles Paul has converted with no regard for the kosher rules for Jews. But when some of the other apostles come up from Jerusalem, Peter suddenly withdrew and separated himself as a Jew would. To say the least, Paul was offended.

In Galatians 2:11, Paul says he got right up in his face! 

In the King James Version it says “I withstood him to his face, because he was to be blamed.” 

From Greek, word for word: “down on face to him I stood against.”

The new World Translation says, “I resisted him face to face, because he stood condemned.”

From the New English Bible, “I opposed him to his face, because he was clearly in the wrong.”

The New International version is similar, “I opposed him to his face, because he was in the wrong.”

In verse 13 Paul calls Peter and the other apostles hypocrites! 

It couldn’t be much plainer that there were serious differences in the personal opinions between the early leaders of the Christian church. 

In the long run, Paul actually won the debate, only because he wrote it down and got the letters he wrote distributed throughout the churches in Asia Minor and Greece.

James and the other apostle’s church down in Judea was destroyed by the Roman general Titus in 70 A.D. The few survivors escaped south to Petra and on to Arabia, where a few hundred years later another religion, Islam, was founded there with beliefs very similar to those of James’s church.

I have always hoped that Peter and Paul made up and became friends before they were both executed in Rome by Nero about the same time circa 67A.D. Nero blamed the Christians for the fires that burned Rome to the ground.

Boring? The Bible? No way! Not when you know the rest of the story!


Donald Rogers 1/9/2022



Sunday, December 26, 2021

Time, and Freedom of the Press

 Time Magazine and Freedom


Time magazine has gotten a lot of flack for putting Elon Musk on the cover as Person of the Year. 


I think that was good choice, as he has shown Ford, GM and Chrysler how to design, make and sell electric cars that will outperform any of the old gas guzzlers they make. 


He has also shown how to build reusable rockets to restart space travel by landing the rockets back on earth, ready for the next trip. He has already sent provisions to the International Space Station on contract for NASA. 


Boeing is still over a year away from their first test trials. Their last couple of years has been a constant reminder of David Graeber’s book “Bullshit Jobs.” Most older companies are full of middle managers who serve no creative purpose to a company, but only hinder progress toward the ultimate goal. 


Not to mention the 737 Max, where the managers cut corners to save money and time, and pushed a plane out the door that automatically dived into the ground if one sensor failed. 


So, yeah, Elon’s an asshole, but he is a genius as well. Sometimes I think they might go together. In any case, he has definitely changed the world for the better.


In this same Time magazine is an article that is far more worthy of criticism and shame. On page 24 is an article labeled Truth, written by Karl Vick. In it he castigates various countries around the world for their attempt to deny journalists the freedom to write and publish the truth.


How can anybody write such an article without even mentioning Daniel Ellsberg, Julian Assange, or Edward Snowden? He relates the forced landing of an airplane by Belarus to capture a journalist and escort him off the plane. He failed to mention the US caused the personal plane of the leader of Bolivia to land so they could search it for Edward Snowden, who wasn’t on board that day.


It makes me wonder if Mr Vick is an employee of the CIA, NSA, or FBI. The USA is no slouch when it comes to persecuting writers and journalists. The hypocrisy of Time magazine is appalling, 


They should rename it Pravda.  


Donald Rogers

December 26, 2021

Monday, December 20, 2021

Law vs. Love

Law vs. Love 

12/19/21


This will be just random thoughts as they well up in my brain. Edits will come at the end.


Today I watched a film at church on the heroic lives of two Unitarians, the Sharps, who went to Europe as WWII was starting, in order to help people escape from the Nazi horrors of the concentration camps and the mass killings that went with it.


A disturbing thought came to me as I watched the film, tied in with my lifelong study into the debate between Law and Love, in Biblical terms.


Most people believe the bad guys were the Nazis, who were also the law abiding ones. Of course, they wrote the laws they wanted, including the law that made Jews no longer citizens of Germany and worse, making them subject to the “The Final Solution.”


Nevertheless, millions of loyal Germans followed the law, and will forever be known as the “bad” guys.


The “good” guys, a husband and wife team named Sharp, who were Unitarians from the US, made it their business to break any law that would keep them from forging documents and visas to sneak prominent Jews out of Europe before the Nazis could find them and kill them. They found ways to sneak them across the border into Spain and Portugal, bribing border guards with money and cigarettes.


Hundreds of Jewish children were smuggled onto ships bound for the US, many of whom never saw their parents again. All because two faithful people were willing to break the law and risk their own lives to do the right thing.


We are replaying this scenario at our southern border with Mexico today. Just as in the old days, parents are sending their children  ahead alone, hoping they can find a safe place in America before the “death squads” or “drug cartels” kill the whole family in Guatemala or El Salvador. 


Once again we have the “law and order” people out catching the refugees as they cross the border, arresting them, jailing them and deporting them.


Once again there are people who risk arrest by leaving water and food out in the desert to try to assist the refugees. I would call them the “good guys.”


When I joined the Unitarian Universalist Church, I did not know of the long history of activism for justice that this church is known for. They fought against slavery, they marched for civil rights in the South, (some died there) and many are still engaged in active pursuits of justice and charity.


Nobody asked me about my beliefs or about any doctrines I might have held. And it occurs to me now that Jesus never asked those things either, before he fed the people or healed their infirmities. In fact, he criticized scribes, priest, and Pharisees for rigidly following the law but having no love for their fellow humanity.


Actually, that is the moral of the parable of The Good Samaritan, but most people now think it’s about being nice to somebody hurt beside the road.


The whole of the New Testament is a fierce debate about keeping the Law, or having Love and compassion for our brothers and strangers within our gates.


James and the original disciples remained Jews all their lives. They advocated strictly keeping the Law (James 2:10), monotheism (James 2:19), circumcision (Galations 5:2,3), and kosher dietary laws (Galations 2:11,12). I can find no specific texts that they still kept the Jewish seventh day Sabbath, but since James makes it plain that all the Law is to be followed, I am sure they did.


Also note that the book of James makes no mention of Jesus as the Son of God or as the Redeemer on the cross. He was the Lord, the Messiah, Christ, (Anointed One) but not the Son of God.


Paul’s church was a new religion, with Jesus as the Redeemer, sent from God to ransom us from our sins, and take away the condemnation of the Law by paying for our sins on the cross.


Paul’s answer to the problem of sin is to change us - make us new people inside - to have love in our hearts. Faith in God’s mercy and love in our hearts is the only thing Paul believes will save us in the end. I believe it will make us better people, too.


I believe Paul got closer to Jesus’s message (at least as recorded in the Gospels) than the Twelve Apostles did. 


But others think differently. I have a book by David Danizier called “Betrayal of Jesus” which takes Paul to task for changing the original religion of Jesus. He seems to believe that we should all go back to carefully keeping the Law, completely missing the point that if we have God and love in our hearts, the Law will be kept, (or fulfilled), but for the right reasons. 


It is better to have Godly love in our hearts, and break a few laws, than to keep the law perfectly and be a hateful a**hole or Nazi or ICE officer.


If Paul had not founded his new religion, I believe we would never have heard of the Christian religion again. Paul’s church at Antioch was the first church called Christian, for obvious reasons. The church at Jerusalem was a small sect of Judaism, which was driven out of Judea by the Romans in 70 AD.


My mind is drawn to the life my wife and I lived in Nevada, where the speed limit between towns was whatever you wanted it to be, using your adult judgement about what was safe, but that would be way off topic.


Maybe I’ll go there some day later. I still remember what freedom felt like.


Don Rogers




  

 

Sunday, December 5, 2021

Merced Tule Fog

 Tule Fog


This morning I watched a YouTube video by blancolirio on flying out of Sacramento in dense tule (too-lee) fog. It brought back many memories of the unbelievably dense soup in the Central Valley of California.


Quite often is is so thick that visibility out the windshield is gone completely and anybody who has to drive somewhere learns to open the window and look for the centerline on the road. 


My uncle Roy Ostrum was involved in a minor door bender when he was driving slowly with his door open watching the center line next to the running board (remember those?) and tangled with another driver doing the same thing going the other way. Nobody was hurt, but the startle factor was off the charts as a couple of doors got slammed shut suddenly as they connected across the centerline. 


My distant cousin and best buddy Gleason Appling was visiting our family when we lived next to the Catholic school on Santa Fe Drive during the Christmas season one year. The fog was so thick that the road was invisible from the front seat of our VW Microbus. He lived out on Arboleda Drive near Le Grand Road.


Years before, my father had wrecked a 1937 Pierce-Arrow taking Gleason’s sister Marlene home and had gone off highway 99 near Le Grand road in heavy fog. Neither were seriously injured, but I knew better than to get out on the highway. Too many drivers don’t understand the illusion of slowness in deep fog and speed up to make the scenery move faster outside. 


We decided to follow highway 140 east to Arboleda Drive, since nobody was driving on that road to Yosemite at midnight. I was following the white line out my open window, and Gleason was watching the edge of the road on his side. I don’t think we ever went faster than 15 miles an hour.


When the center line stopped as we got to Tuttle, where the turn was, I stopped and Gleason got out and walked in front and guided me around the right turn onto Arboleda Drive until I got lined up on the new southbound center line. We stopped at the railroad tracks there and listened for a bit with both windows still open to make sure no trains were approaching the crossing.


We arrived at Gleason’s home safely, and both got a stern chewing out from his mother for attempting the drive on a night like this. I don’t remember how I drove back to my home, so it’s likely she made me stay until morning when the fog lifted. 


A few years later, Gleason was driving into Merced on Highway 99 in the fog. I think it was early in the morning with some sunlight filtering through the fog when he was run off the road by two trucks side by side going much faster than he was. 


He steered into the oleander bushes in the median and encountered a row of concrete pylons with a cable on top. He survived, but the 1959 Plymouth didn’t. The whole drive line from engine, transmission and rear axle were destroyed.


It’s possible that the truck drivers were above the top of the fog layers, which often stratify in weird, sharp layers. 


My father told me a story about being at the airport one morning waiting for the fog to burn off so he could go flying, and discovering that if he bent over he could see for miles, but if he stood up, he was in the soup. In aviation weather terms, there was a solid overcast with a ceiling at four feet.


I have lived in many different states since I was born and raised in Merced,   but nowhere have I ever seen tule fog like that in the Central Valley of California.


Sunday, October 17, 2021

My Credo 10/17/21

 CREDO 

October 17, 2021

Don Rogers


The first thing I did when asked to give my Credo was to go back and find the one I gave two years ago, before the Covid pandemic.


If your memory is no better than mine, I could have reread the same one, and probably no one would have noticed. But I noticed that I missed a lot of pertinent parts of my life and my credo.


I made no mention of my wife and her years of dementia and death in July of 2018. It was too close to mention at that time, and I might have not been able to say the words aloud without tears. It’s still hard.


Very briefly, I was raised Seventh-day Adventist, and educated in church schools through one year of college, at Walla Walla University, in the state of Washington. 


I left that religion when I was eighteen, and studied many others, trying to find the true church. I studied the Branch Davidians, Jehovah’s Witness, the Mormon church, Armstrong’s Worldwide Church of God, and others.


I still retain a strong interest in Biblical history, especially the first four hundred years of the Christian church. I read extensively and write a blog online about some of my findings now and then.


This is in spite of my study of Buddhism, which is the basis of my beliefs and ethics now. I studied with Buddhist priests at a temple in Naha, Okinawa, along with a couple of Christian buddies of mine in the US Army with me.


My wife Carolyn and I enjoyed a very happy marriage for 49 years together, living in several states, including California, Colorado, Nevada, and lastly, Oklahoma, where she was born and raised.


From the first year we were together, we made square dancing our social outlet, and danced at national festivals in Anaheim, CA, Portland, OR, and Oklahoma City twice. Even as Alzheimer’s took away her memory, she still loved to dance, and when Featherstone Assisted Care Home had special musical performers put on shows for the residents, we danced the night away. Her feet never forgot.


We also loved the outdoors and nature, camping in the forest campgrounds, and hiking mountain trails in Yosemite and the Sequoia big trees in Calaveras county, CA.


We moved to Nevada in 1981, and soon found that the towns were about 70-80 miles apart. Travel took forever, even though the highways were free and fast. Carolyn urged me to go and get my pilot’s license, which she knew was a dream of mine, so I took lessons and got my license in 1985.


We flew from Winnemucca, Nevada, to Durant, Oklahoma, many times in the next few years for her family reunions, seeing some spectacular sights as we flew cross country. Monument Valley in Utah especially stands out as awe inspiring from the air.


We also flew back from a symphonic concert in Elko, NV, one December morning at about 1:00 AM and found ourselves in a meteor shower. At 10,000 feet altitude there are a lot more meteors visible, and they were all coming from behind us and passing by our wings on both sides. All we could do was watch in silence and wonder.


Much of our life was lived by the Buddhist principle of impermanence. Nothing lasts forever, and everything changes. If we wanted to do something, to enjoy living, to not miss out on an experience, it was important to do it now, or as soon as possible. Tomorrow is not promised, and life must be lived in the present.


I believe a successful life must be an active life, becoming involved in the lives of those around us, including family, society, and even politics. I was a founding member of the Libertarian party, although I left that party later.


I became heavily involved in the Democratic Party of Nevada during Barack Obama’s run at the Presidency in 2008. I was elected Chairman of the Democratic Party in Humboldt County and assisted in the first caucuses in that state, helping elect Obama in Nevada. Since that time I have volunteered to work at polling places during elections, six times in Nevada, and four elections since I moved to Oklahoma. I was an Inspector for Precinct 27 last Tuesday for the Bryan County sales tax vote.


While my wife was declining with Alzheimer’s I wrote constantly. I have been a writer since I was young, and it provides a way to unload worries and sorrows from my mind during the day so I can sleep at night.


Our daughter Darlene moved up to Oklahoma to help me take care of her mother during the two years she lived at Featherstone Assisted Care Home. We were there everyday to bring her ice cream and candy, take her on outings to Lake Texoma or the city park on Washington St. in Durant. We walked with her when she got restless and walked the halls of the building, and as she became paralyzed we pushed her around in the wheelchair. We fed her as she became too weak to feed herself. We both held her hands as she died.


Since this Covid pandemic left me stuck at the house for much of last year, I have been able to assemble the myriad of blog posts, Facebook posts, and other notes I had written into a manuscript - a compilation, actually. I could not do it when the pain of losing her was fresh in my mind.


Since our life was spent making memories for each other, it was a cruel blow to find that she was losing those memories. I titled the book “The Memories are All Mine Now.” I tried to find a publisher, but got scammed by some shady outfit that just wanted my money. So I bought a good printer and self published it for close friends and relatives.


I have found a home in this Unitarian Universalist church, and appreciate the love, community, and nonjudgemental attitude about my Buddhist ways.  My work with the Audio/Video team has been challenging but rewarding. I just keep learning more every week. When I die, I’ll be an A/V expert! 


I’ll finish with a quote from the Tibetan leader, the Dalai Lama, “Whether you believe in God or not does not matter so much, whether you believe in Buddha or not does not matter so much: as a Buddhist, whether you believe in reincarnation or not does not matter so much.

You must lead a good life. And a good life does not mean just good food, good clothes, good shelter. These are not sufficient.

A good motivation is what is needed: compassion, without dogmatism, without complicated philosophy: Just understanding that others are human brothers and sisters and respecting their rights and human dignity.”



< Short speech given at the Red River Unitarian Universalist Church on Oct. 17, 2021 >