Sunday, December 26, 2021

Time, and Freedom of the Press

 Time Magazine and Freedom


Time magazine has gotten a lot of flack for putting Elon Musk on the cover as Person of the Year. 


I think that was good choice, as he has shown Ford, GM and Chrysler how to design, make and sell electric cars that will outperform any of the old gas guzzlers they make. 


He has also shown how to build reusable rockets to restart space travel by landing the rockets back on earth, ready for the next trip. He has already sent provisions to the International Space Station on contract for NASA. 


Boeing is still over a year away from their first test trials. Their last couple of years has been a constant reminder of David Graeber’s book “Bullshit Jobs.” Most older companies are full of middle managers who serve no creative purpose to a company, but only hinder progress toward the ultimate goal. 


Not to mention the 737 Max, where the managers cut corners to save money and time, and pushed a plane out the door that automatically dived into the ground if one sensor failed. 


So, yeah, Elon’s an asshole, but he is a genius as well. Sometimes I think they might go together. In any case, he has definitely changed the world for the better.


In this same Time magazine is an article that is far more worthy of criticism and shame. On page 24 is an article labeled Truth, written by Karl Vick. In it he castigates various countries around the world for their attempt to deny journalists the freedom to write and publish the truth.


How can anybody write such an article without even mentioning Daniel Ellsberg, Julian Assange, or Edward Snowden? He relates the forced landing of an airplane by Belarus to capture a journalist and escort him off the plane. He failed to mention the US caused the personal plane of the leader of Bolivia to land so they could search it for Edward Snowden, who wasn’t on board that day.


It makes me wonder if Mr Vick is an employee of the CIA, NSA, or FBI. The USA is no slouch when it comes to persecuting writers and journalists. The hypocrisy of Time magazine is appalling, 


They should rename it Pravda.  


Donald Rogers

December 26, 2021

Monday, December 20, 2021

Law vs. Love

Law vs. Love 

12/19/21


This will be just random thoughts as they well up in my brain. Edits will come at the end.


Today I watched a film at church on the heroic lives of two Unitarians, the Sharps, who went to Europe as WWII was starting, in order to help people escape from the Nazi horrors of the concentration camps and the mass killings that went with it.


A disturbing thought came to me as I watched the film, tied in with my lifelong study into the debate between Law and Love, in Biblical terms.


Most people believe the bad guys were the Nazis, who were also the law abiding ones. Of course, they wrote the laws they wanted, including the law that made Jews no longer citizens of Germany and worse, making them subject to the “The Final Solution.”


Nevertheless, millions of loyal Germans followed the law, and will forever be known as the “bad” guys.


The “good” guys, a husband and wife team named Sharp, who were Unitarians from the US, made it their business to break any law that would keep them from forging documents and visas to sneak prominent Jews out of Europe before the Nazis could find them and kill them. They found ways to sneak them across the border into Spain and Portugal, bribing border guards with money and cigarettes.


Hundreds of Jewish children were smuggled onto ships bound for the US, many of whom never saw their parents again. All because two faithful people were willing to break the law and risk their own lives to do the right thing.


We are replaying this scenario at our southern border with Mexico today. Just as in the old days, parents are sending their children  ahead alone, hoping they can find a safe place in America before the “death squads” or “drug cartels” kill the whole family in Guatemala or El Salvador. 


Once again we have the “law and order” people out catching the refugees as they cross the border, arresting them, jailing them and deporting them.


Once again there are people who risk arrest by leaving water and food out in the desert to try to assist the refugees. I would call them the “good guys.”


When I joined the Unitarian Universalist Church, I did not know of the long history of activism for justice that this church is known for. They fought against slavery, they marched for civil rights in the South, (some died there) and many are still engaged in active pursuits of justice and charity.


Nobody asked me about my beliefs or about any doctrines I might have held. And it occurs to me now that Jesus never asked those things either, before he fed the people or healed their infirmities. In fact, he criticized scribes, priest, and Pharisees for rigidly following the law but having no love for their fellow humanity.


Actually, that is the moral of the parable of The Good Samaritan, but most people now think it’s about being nice to somebody hurt beside the road.


The whole of the New Testament is a fierce debate about keeping the Law, or having Love and compassion for our brothers and strangers within our gates.


James and the original disciples remained Jews all their lives. They advocated strictly keeping the Law (James 2:10), monotheism (James 2:19), circumcision (Galations 5:2,3), and kosher dietary laws (Galations 2:11,12). I can find no specific texts that they still kept the Jewish seventh day Sabbath, but since James makes it plain that all the Law is to be followed, I am sure they did.


Also note that the book of James makes no mention of Jesus as the Son of God or as the Redeemer on the cross. He was the Lord, the Messiah, Christ, (Anointed One) but not the Son of God.


Paul’s church was a new religion, with Jesus as the Redeemer, sent from God to ransom us from our sins, and take away the condemnation of the Law by paying for our sins on the cross.


Paul’s answer to the problem of sin is to change us - make us new people inside - to have love in our hearts. Faith in God’s mercy and love in our hearts is the only thing Paul believes will save us in the end. I believe it will make us better people, too.


I believe Paul got closer to Jesus’s message (at least as recorded in the Gospels) than the Twelve Apostles did. 


But others think differently. I have a book by David Danizier called “Betrayal of Jesus” which takes Paul to task for changing the original religion of Jesus. He seems to believe that we should all go back to carefully keeping the Law, completely missing the point that if we have God and love in our hearts, the Law will be kept, (or fulfilled), but for the right reasons. 


It is better to have Godly love in our hearts, and break a few laws, than to keep the law perfectly and be a hateful a**hole or Nazi or ICE officer.


If Paul had not founded his new religion, I believe we would never have heard of the Christian religion again. Paul’s church at Antioch was the first church called Christian, for obvious reasons. The church at Jerusalem was a small sect of Judaism, which was driven out of Judea by the Romans in 70 AD.


My mind is drawn to the life my wife and I lived in Nevada, where the speed limit between towns was whatever you wanted it to be, using your adult judgement about what was safe, but that would be way off topic.


Maybe I’ll go there some day later. I still remember what freedom felt like.


Don Rogers




  

 

Sunday, December 5, 2021

Merced Tule Fog

 Tule Fog


This morning I watched a YouTube video by blancolirio on flying out of Sacramento in dense tule (too-lee) fog. It brought back many memories of the unbelievably dense soup in the Central Valley of California.


Quite often is is so thick that visibility out the windshield is gone completely and anybody who has to drive somewhere learns to open the window and look for the centerline on the road. 


My uncle Roy Ostrum was involved in a minor door bender when he was driving slowly with his door open watching the center line next to the running board (remember those?) and tangled with another driver doing the same thing going the other way. Nobody was hurt, but the startle factor was off the charts as a couple of doors got slammed shut suddenly as they connected across the centerline. 


My distant cousin and best buddy Gleason Appling was visiting our family when we lived next to the Catholic school on Santa Fe Drive during the Christmas season one year. The fog was so thick that the road was invisible from the front seat of our VW Microbus. He lived out on Arboleda Drive near Le Grand Road.


Years before, my father had wrecked a 1937 Pierce-Arrow taking Gleason’s sister Marlene home and had gone off highway 99 near Le Grand road in heavy fog. Neither were seriously injured, but I knew better than to get out on the highway. Too many drivers don’t understand the illusion of slowness in deep fog and speed up to make the scenery move faster outside. 


We decided to follow highway 140 east to Arboleda Drive, since nobody was driving on that road to Yosemite at midnight. I was following the white line out my open window, and Gleason was watching the edge of the road on his side. I don’t think we ever went faster than 15 miles an hour.


When the center line stopped as we got to Tuttle, where the turn was, I stopped and Gleason got out and walked in front and guided me around the right turn onto Arboleda Drive until I got lined up on the new southbound center line. We stopped at the railroad tracks there and listened for a bit with both windows still open to make sure no trains were approaching the crossing.


We arrived at Gleason’s home safely, and both got a stern chewing out from his mother for attempting the drive on a night like this. I don’t remember how I drove back to my home, so it’s likely she made me stay until morning when the fog lifted. 


A few years later, Gleason was driving into Merced on Highway 99 in the fog. I think it was early in the morning with some sunlight filtering through the fog when he was run off the road by two trucks side by side going much faster than he was. 


He steered into the oleander bushes in the median and encountered a row of concrete pylons with a cable on top. He survived, but the 1959 Plymouth didn’t. The whole drive line from engine, transmission and rear axle were destroyed.


It’s possible that the truck drivers were above the top of the fog layers, which often stratify in weird, sharp layers. 


My father told me a story about being at the airport one morning waiting for the fog to burn off so he could go flying, and discovering that if he bent over he could see for miles, but if he stood up, he was in the soup. In aviation weather terms, there was a solid overcast with a ceiling at four feet.


I have lived in many different states since I was born and raised in Merced,   but nowhere have I ever seen tule fog like that in the Central Valley of California.


Sunday, October 17, 2021

My Credo 10/17/21

 CREDO 

October 17, 2021

Don Rogers


The first thing I did when asked to give my Credo was to go back and find the one I gave two years ago, before the Covid pandemic.


If your memory is no better than mine, I could have reread the same one, and probably no one would have noticed. But I noticed that I missed a lot of pertinent parts of my life and my credo.


I made no mention of my wife and her years of dementia and death in July of 2018. It was too close to mention at that time, and I might have not been able to say the words aloud without tears. It’s still hard.


Very briefly, I was raised Seventh-day Adventist, and educated in church schools through one year of college, at Walla Walla University, in the state of Washington. 


I left that religion when I was eighteen, and studied many others, trying to find the true church. I studied the Branch Davidians, Jehovah’s Witness, the Mormon church, Armstrong’s Worldwide Church of God, and others.


I still retain a strong interest in Biblical history, especially the first four hundred years of the Christian church. I read extensively and write a blog online about some of my findings now and then.


This is in spite of my study of Buddhism, which is the basis of my beliefs and ethics now. I studied with Buddhist priests at a temple in Naha, Okinawa, along with a couple of Christian buddies of mine in the US Army with me.


My wife Carolyn and I enjoyed a very happy marriage for 49 years together, living in several states, including California, Colorado, Nevada, and lastly, Oklahoma, where she was born and raised.


From the first year we were together, we made square dancing our social outlet, and danced at national festivals in Anaheim, CA, Portland, OR, and Oklahoma City twice. Even as Alzheimer’s took away her memory, she still loved to dance, and when Featherstone Assisted Care Home had special musical performers put on shows for the residents, we danced the night away. Her feet never forgot.


We also loved the outdoors and nature, camping in the forest campgrounds, and hiking mountain trails in Yosemite and the Sequoia big trees in Calaveras county, CA.


We moved to Nevada in 1981, and soon found that the towns were about 70-80 miles apart. Travel took forever, even though the highways were free and fast. Carolyn urged me to go and get my pilot’s license, which she knew was a dream of mine, so I took lessons and got my license in 1985.


We flew from Winnemucca, Nevada, to Durant, Oklahoma, many times in the next few years for her family reunions, seeing some spectacular sights as we flew cross country. Monument Valley in Utah especially stands out as awe inspiring from the air.


We also flew back from a symphonic concert in Elko, NV, one December morning at about 1:00 AM and found ourselves in a meteor shower. At 10,000 feet altitude there are a lot more meteors visible, and they were all coming from behind us and passing by our wings on both sides. All we could do was watch in silence and wonder.


Much of our life was lived by the Buddhist principle of impermanence. Nothing lasts forever, and everything changes. If we wanted to do something, to enjoy living, to not miss out on an experience, it was important to do it now, or as soon as possible. Tomorrow is not promised, and life must be lived in the present.


I believe a successful life must be an active life, becoming involved in the lives of those around us, including family, society, and even politics. I was a founding member of the Libertarian party, although I left that party later.


I became heavily involved in the Democratic Party of Nevada during Barack Obama’s run at the Presidency in 2008. I was elected Chairman of the Democratic Party in Humboldt County and assisted in the first caucuses in that state, helping elect Obama in Nevada. Since that time I have volunteered to work at polling places during elections, six times in Nevada, and four elections since I moved to Oklahoma. I was an Inspector for Precinct 27 last Tuesday for the Bryan County sales tax vote.


While my wife was declining with Alzheimer’s I wrote constantly. I have been a writer since I was young, and it provides a way to unload worries and sorrows from my mind during the day so I can sleep at night.


Our daughter Darlene moved up to Oklahoma to help me take care of her mother during the two years she lived at Featherstone Assisted Care Home. We were there everyday to bring her ice cream and candy, take her on outings to Lake Texoma or the city park on Washington St. in Durant. We walked with her when she got restless and walked the halls of the building, and as she became paralyzed we pushed her around in the wheelchair. We fed her as she became too weak to feed herself. We both held her hands as she died.


Since this Covid pandemic left me stuck at the house for much of last year, I have been able to assemble the myriad of blog posts, Facebook posts, and other notes I had written into a manuscript - a compilation, actually. I could not do it when the pain of losing her was fresh in my mind.


Since our life was spent making memories for each other, it was a cruel blow to find that she was losing those memories. I titled the book “The Memories are All Mine Now.” I tried to find a publisher, but got scammed by some shady outfit that just wanted my money. So I bought a good printer and self published it for close friends and relatives.


I have found a home in this Unitarian Universalist church, and appreciate the love, community, and nonjudgemental attitude about my Buddhist ways.  My work with the Audio/Video team has been challenging but rewarding. I just keep learning more every week. When I die, I’ll be an A/V expert! 


I’ll finish with a quote from the Tibetan leader, the Dalai Lama, “Whether you believe in God or not does not matter so much, whether you believe in Buddha or not does not matter so much: as a Buddhist, whether you believe in reincarnation or not does not matter so much.

You must lead a good life. And a good life does not mean just good food, good clothes, good shelter. These are not sufficient.

A good motivation is what is needed: compassion, without dogmatism, without complicated philosophy: Just understanding that others are human brothers and sisters and respecting their rights and human dignity.”



< Short speech given at the Red River Unitarian Universalist Church on Oct. 17, 2021 >

Thursday, October 7, 2021

Playing in the Street

 It was a still, hot afternoon as I drove home from my church in Texas, a few miles south of my home in Oklahoma. I had the air conditioning turned up high to get the interior of the vehicle cooled off to comfortable level.

As I was driving through an old residential area, I came to a stop sign. I applied the brakes and stopped, looking both ways past the trees and bushes for cars crossing in front of me. However, this day I saw no cars.


What I saw was worse. At first I was confused, then I was shocked into sadness. A young woman was standing in the middle of the road about two houses down on the right. She wasn’t doing anything, just standing there, looking up and down the street.


A second later I noticed a small child, just a baby actually, playing at her feet in a chuckhole in the old cracked pavement. A trickle of water from somewhere, maybe a leaky pipe nearby, had filled the crater in the road, and the child was splashing and enjoying relief from the heat. 


I was raised in poverty by a single mother, but this was poverty far beyond anything I ever saw. Obviously their house had no air conditioning, and maybe the water was turned off until they could raise enough money to pay the water bill and get it turned back on. This mother needed to keep her daughter safe in the heat, and so she did it the only way she could figure out how.


I didn’t stay stopped long. I drove on by and I had a bit of trouble seeing for a mile or so. I felt immense sadness and more than a little guilt that I could be living a comfortable life in retirement, while such abject poverty was so near to me. 


I think sometimes my empathy and compassion cause me more pain and suffering than I should have. On the other hand, the Buddha promised that life is suffering, and the goal of life is to study constantly to find wisdom and understanding, which will lead to less suffering and peace in your life. 


I can’t get the picture out of my mind. It’s going to be a long night, I fear.




Wednesday, October 6, 2021

Five Ways You're Living under Socialism

 Five ways you are living under socialism.


Fire fighters:

You pay your taxes, and when a fire occurs at your house, they come and put it out. There are no charges, and they don’t send you a bill.


If the fire department were capitalist, you would have to give them your credit card or cash before they turned on the hoses.


Police:

You pay your taxes, and if someone breaks into your house you call them and they arrest the intruder. You hope. Once again there are no charges and they don’t send you a bill.


Some rich people hire their own police security people, and pay their wages and expenses. That’s capitalism, if you can afford it.


Roads and streets:

You buy gasoline and pay the tax per gallon, and then you can drive on any public road or street without having to pay tolls for the miles you drive.


Some roads and bridges are privatized and funded by paying a fee for each use. That is capitalism, not socialism, and those of us on a fixed income go out of our way to drive on other roads to avoid those fees, if possible.


Schools:

In the US grades 1-12 are socialized. You pay your taxes and your children get an education in a public school. No tuition is charged, but because we are not funding our public schools sufficiently, you might have to go to a bake sale. Amazing to me, coming from a state where fireworks are illegal, many schools here in Oklahoma fundraise by selling fireworks. I love it!


There are capitalistic private and parochial schools, which you must pay for per each child, if you can afford it. Rich kids all go to private schools, poor kids get poor schools, where there may not be much education at all. 


Retirement:

Before 1935, if you didn’t save enough for retirement, (or lost it in the stock market crash), when you got too old or sick to work, you went to the “poor farm” or moved down by the river and stole or begged for a living until you died. President Franklin Roosevelt and Frances Perkins started the Social Security Administration. It’s pure socialism - you pay your taxes all the years when you are working, and then you are payed back when you retire. 


Wall Street capitalists are not allowed to plunder the funds, and it is as safe as the US government. It keeps millions of seniors out of dire poverty, and allows most to live without having to move back in with their children.


Health care:

NOT socialism, yet. If you’re over 65 years old, there is Medicare, which covers 80%, but then if you want it all covered you must pay for private supplemental insurance policies. So everyone must pay insurance premiums, deductibles, copays, and excluded drugs, etc, at whatever cost the corporations charge. 


Hospitals, drug companies, and medical insurers all pay millions every year to buy the votes of our “representatives” to make sure the laws are not changed to allow full 100% Medicare for All. The US is the only nation where medical care is still dispensed on an extortion basis. It could be described as “Pay what we say or Die” medical care.


When I lived in Nevada, one of my maintenance drugs price rose to over $900 bucks a month. Luckily Nevada has a law that allows people to order drugs from Canada, which has socialized, regulated medical care. I was able to import my particular drug for $135 dollars. 


Then I moved to Oklahoma. When I tried to order more of my drug, Canada informed me that Oklahoma has a law prohibiting any drug imports from Canada, under the penalties for drug trafficking. 


So far, without my immunosuppressant drug, I am in remission. Hoping it stays that way.


I enjoy the balmy weather in Oklahoma. I wish Canada weren’t so damn cold!


   

Tuesday, September 21, 2021

The Bryan County Federation of Democratic Women meeting

 I wasn’t sure I wanted to go to the meeting today of the Bryan County Federation of Democratic Women at the library, because my schedule for the day was already filled with getting flea medicine for the dog at the veterinary clinic, after taking Darlene out to Boomerang’s for breakfast.

I am glad I made the effort.


The speaker was an historian named Glenn Melancon, if memory serves. I didn’t grab the schedule after the meeting, and my memory doesn't serve me as well as it used to.


He was knowledgeable, forceful, and best of all, he give me a little shot of hope that at least some Democrats still remember FDR and the New Deal.


After the meeting I thanked him for the kindest words I’ve heard about FDR in the last fifty years from any Democrat.


I am still baffled why the official Democratic Party ran away from his record of saving the country from the Great Depression, bringing electric power to millions of people who didn’t live in the cities, winning the war against the Fascists, educating millions of GIs after the war, and kicking off the most prosperous fifty years this country has seen in its history.


Touching on the recent abortion law in Texas, he told the story of a young woman who is thrilled to find she is pregnant and tells all her friends about the baby on its way. One day she goes to the doctor for a prenatal checkup, only to find the fetus has died and she has to have a D & C from the doctor to remove it. 


As excruciating as this revelation is, her troubles are now just starting.


When her “friends” find out that she lost the baby, they are now empowered to sue the doctor, sue her husband, and anybody else that helped her that day. In effect, she now has a $10,000 bounty on her head, and any self righteous or unscrupulous person can try to collect the money.


There are women in El Salvador today serving thirty years in prison for having miscarriages. We are going back to the dark ages, when churches made the rules for the government to enforce. Inquisition, anyone?


I have hope that the stark reality of hundreds or thousands of women in court or prison might cause a huge swing in voter sympathies. If Roe v Wade is actually overturned, what will Republicans use to motivate their base of conservative Evangelicals? If they get what they have wanted for thirty years, why bother voting anymore?


On the other hand, millions of wives, daughters, and girlfriends will see the horror of back alley abortions, coat hangers and knitting needles and be motivated to get out and vote. Democrats have been hiding behind the Supreme Court for too many years when they should have passed a Federal law guaranteeing women’s rights to choose an abortion.


If you haven’t voted before, or haven’t in years, now would be a good time to go down and get registered. The states are making it harder to register in an effort to keep as many people as possible from exercising their right as a citizen to vote. The fewer of us “little people” vote, the easier time the rich people and corporations have to get politicians elected who will pass bills in their favor.


We are blessed to be living in “interesting times.”




 


 

Monday, August 23, 2021

Naming Names and Kicking Ass

 Naming Names and Kicking Ass


We used to be a nation. We used to believe in working together as a team for the good of our nation. When hard times occurred or war was imposed upon us, we sacrificed our freedoms and fought together to make this country not only survive, but prosper.


When World War II loomed before us, there were individualists who advocated joining the Axis, Fascists countries, including Henry Ford and Charles Lindbergh. They preached the futility of opposing such military power as Adolf Hitler and Benito Mussolini had built up. In spite of such naysayers, millions of people volunteered to join the US military, give up their freedom and years of their lives to help their country win the war.


 We lost all that somewhere along the line.  


Now we have millions of people who are so concerned with their personal freedoms that they refuse to do anything to help their nation as it might cause them a little loss of comfort. They wave flags of the losers of our wars as they claim to be “patriots.” They attack the very foundations of our government, and invent fabulous conspiracies to cast doubt on the institutions of government, such as free and fair elections. None of them will lift a finger to work to make our elections better. They would rather stand outside and bitch about stolen elections.


In the 1980’s Ronald Reagan was our president. Instead of leading our nation and inspiring the nation, he abolished the rule that required news organizations to present both side of any issue. Long ago that rule was instituted because they realized that if only one side is presented it was not news but propaganda.


He allowed Rupert Murdoch to immigrate from Australia and conferred citizenship on him and allowed him to start his own media empire, with Fox News, Sinclair radio and many newspapers, all right wing conservative, with never any positive coverage of the liberal teamwork that made this nation invincible.


He disparaged the concept that Abe Lincoln propounded, the we are a government “of the people, by the people, for the people.” and instead insisted that government was the enemy of the people.


He elevated such people as Rush Limbaugh, Sean Hannity and Tucker Carlson, who spoke against the idea of following the leaders of our government to maintain the strength of our nation. They preached the ideologies of Ayn Rand, whose insidious philosophy excluded any motivation except what is good for yourself, to hell with everybody else.


Altruism is now the worst evil.


Franklin D.. Roosevelt had sons in WWII. Harry Truman was a GI in WWI, Eisenhower was a leader in WWII. The Kennedys lost a son in WWII. Even the powerful and rich considered it their duty to sacrifice for the nation.


Now too many make a hero of a man who dodged military service, and whose family has never served in the military for five generations. He is lauded for his ability to conduct a business that mostly involved screwing others out of their money and property. Yeah, Donald Trump.


Now our country is in chaos. It’s every man for himself. Kill everyone that doesn’t agree with you. Make up conspiracy theories that tear down the nation and our government and our elections.


The Lord help us when China decides they are big enough to take over the number one spot. We gave it up years ago. They march together. We run in all directions. 


That’s as plain as I can make it.  

Saturday, August 21, 2021

In 1943...

 In 1943…


In 1943 when I was born, the government required my parents to vaccinate me against Smallpox.


I never got Smallpox. In fact, nobody in the world has caught Smallpox in many years. It’s eradicated.


When I started school in 1948, I had to have inoculations against Diphtheria, Pertussis, and Tetanus. I never caught any of those, either.


In 1955, I was required to get inoculated against Poliomyelitis. I knew several people who had caught that disease before there was a vaccine. One boy in school had braces on his leg, as did one man and a woman in our church. Our church “Singing Band” went on Saturday afternoons to sing hymns to a lady in an iron lung, because polio had paralyzed her from the neck down, and she couldn’t breath without the help of a machine.


I was happy I never got polio.


In 1961 I got another vaccination against polio. The first one, the Salk vaccine worked well but not perfectly. It was administered by needle. The new ones by Sabin and Cox in 1961 were more effective against all three variations of the virus. They had the vaccine in sugar cubes that were flavored like cherries. Tasted good, and they came in three doses a month apart.


Polio is eradicated everywhere in the world now except Afghanistan and Pakistan. It’s too bad, but they don’t trust Americans anymore. Can’t blame them I guess.


In 1965  the US Army shipped me to the Orient. We were required to have shots for Typhus, Typhoid, Cholera, Influenza, and Yellow Fever. The only reaction I had was to the flu shot, probably because I already had the flu. Nobody else got the flu.


I didn’t get any of those other diseases.


In 1968 I was a regular visitor at the house of a family in southern California. I had gone to college with him years before, and learned a lot about mechanics, machinist stuff, and common sense.


One day a girl staying with the family, named Darlene, came down with mumps. It was well known that sometimes the mumps “went down” and left men sterile. So Laverna, the mother, called the doctor and arranged for several of us men to go down and get shots. Don, Kenneth, David, and myself all got in the car and drove to the doctor’s office and got Gamma Globulin shots to try to prevent us from catching mumps.


The inoculations must have worked because we never got mumps, and some of us have had children in the years since.


In the rest of my life, I have gotten several “booster” shots for Tetanus, because of minor injuries acquired due to working in a machine shop and on a ranch.


Last January and February, I got vaccinated against the Covid virus. I personally know two people, not that old or decrepit, who were hospitalized due to that virus. I also know of a couple of acquaintances who died of it, but not close friends. Luckily. Yet.


I still take precautions not to spread the virus, because one of the wild cards with this disease is that it can be spread by those without symptoms. That includes the already vaccinated. It spreads fast and hits some people really hard.


As most of us do, I have friends and relatives who prefer to believe paid propagandists rather than doctors and scientists who have studied infectious diseases all their lives.


Stupidity abounds!

 

Tuesday, August 10, 2021

My Class and My Life, Part II

 We drove east for a few miles down the road to the Hayden power generation plant, where the gate guard was expecting us. He directed us to the parking lot and explained that the Plant manager’s office was on the top floor, and he was waiting to meet me.

He rose and came over to introduce himself and ask if my wife was with me. I told him “Yes, she’s out in the car.”


He said, “Go back out and bring her in. I need to talk to her, too. We don’t have much trouble with the guys leaving, because they like the hunting, hiking and fishing, but we lose more men to unhappy wives than anything else.”


I went back out to the car and got Carolyn, and he introduced himself again to her. His name was Wayne Butz, and I remember thinking with that name he would be angry all his life, or have a great sense of humor.


I never met a jollier man. After we sat down he went over my experience and qualifications. Then he came to my test scores. He frowned a little, then smiled a little as he asked, “Are you sure you’re not here for my job?”


I laughed and reassured him I came for the Maintenance Machinist job. Not interested in sitting behind a desk at all.


He explained that because this was a union company, there were procedures that had to be followed. The job was posted to all the other power plants in the company for ten days, to allow any other machinists in the company to bid on the position first. After the internal bidding process was over, I was first in line for whichever power plant needed me.


This was not what I was expecting, but I was glad to find that it was a union job. More than the higher pay and benefits, having a contract spelling out what is expected of the employee and what is expected of the company takes a lot of the worry out of the work. 


I got the phone number to call, and told him I would keep in touch and I hoped to see him in a couple of weeks.


Carolyn and I were just about out of money, so we filled up the little Toyota and carefully drove to Oklahoma, where Carolyn’s family lived. Our daughter Darlene was staying down there and was not with us during the month of homelessness, living in a tent in park campgrounds.


We arrived at Carolyn’s mother’s home in Durant and had a glad reunion with our daughter there. Then all three of us were invited to travel back towards Colorado to Carolyn’s brother Larry’s home near the Air Force Base in Altus. I don’t know what we would have done without the help of family. They not only fed us, but loaned us some money for gas back to the job.


 I was pretty sure I had the job nailed down, but I called every couple of days so they wouldn’t forget me.


On day eleven I drove up to the Colorado-Ute Electric Ass’n headquarters in Montrose and asked if the job was mine yet. They laughed and told me they were going to have to give me the job so I’d quit calling!


Then they explained that the machinist from the Nucla power plant had bid on the job in Hayden and would I be interested in a job at the Nucla Station. I had never been there, but I said sure, so they arranged for me to interview in Nucla the next day.


We didn’t have enough money left for a motel room, so we camped out near a stream on the Uncompahgre Range between Montrose and Nucla. Darlene remembers putting the sodas in the stream to cool that evening, and also remembers that the next morning when I cooked some Vienna sausages over the campfire for breakfast, Carolyn got sick and they came back up. From that day until the day she died, she never ate a Vienna sausage again. 


We had no doubts now she was pregnant. She soon got over the morning sickness and was ecstatic to be carrying a baby at last.


At the power plant I was greeted warmly and given a tour of the facility, and especially the machine shop. It was fairly complete, except for the lack of a milling machine. When working in remote towns, parts to be machined can’t be shipped hundreds of miles away for work, so I resolved that if worse came to worse, I could cut a keyway on the lathe, with some adapting.


They all knew my name before I was introduced. We soon found out that in small towns, word gets around fast. Not many new people move in and we were the biggest news of the year, I think.


We went into the little town wondering how we were going to find a place to live. There was no daily newspaper, so no want ads were available, and the internet hadn’t been invented yet.


On a hunch, we stopped at the little laundromat downtown and sure enough, there was a bulletin board inside. I found a note listing a two bedroom house to be rented. “Inquire at the barbershop” it said. Well, the barbershop is just across the street, so that was easy.


I entered the barbershop and asked the barber about the house for rent. He asked if I was the new machinist at the power plant. Like I said, word gets around fast in a small town. 


After I said yes, and introduced myself, he apologized and explained he was just finishing a new house for his family, but they were still living in the rental house for a couple of weeks yet. He had just posted the note on the laundry room wall that morning.


He proposed we could share the house for a couple of weeks rent free, if that would be OK. We could come back that evening and meet his family after work. Wonderful! I quickly agreed, as that solved the problem of finding the first month’s rent up front. 


When I reported for work the first day, The supervisor and manager both talked about my experience and capabilities. I was much younger than the former machinist, and they had some doubts I could handle the requirements of the job. That suited me just fine, as I would rather be judged on my abilities rather than some certification or degree.


The plant was small, and the maintenance team had one welder, one machinist, one electrician, and one mechanic. So being able to do the work was essential because there was no backup.


Of course, I got plenty of teasing by the rest of the crew. Every time I started working on some machine, somebody would say, “That’s not the way Tillman did it!” 


At first I would ask, “Who is Tillman?” 


Later I replied, “Well, he must have not done it right, or I wouldn’t have to be doing it again.”


Eventually, after a few weeks of seeing my skills, they started asking me for advice sometimes. One day the welder and the mechanic came in to the shop and asked if I could help them remove a cast iron sprocket on the traveling chain screens out at the river. It was rusted hard to the shaft, worn out and needing replacement.


After I looked at it, I said I thought I could remove it in ten or fifteen minutes. They said, “Bullshit! We have been using pullers, and heating it with torches, and beating it with hammers for over two hours, and it’s stuck tight!” 


I went to the shop, put a big cold chisel in my pocket, and got a sharp 1/4 inch drill bit and the drill motor. While they watched, I started drilling a line of small holes, starting just above the keyway, on a radius out to one side. After the first hole I could tell the iron was fairly soft, so I said, “Ten minutes, no problem.” When I drilled the last hole near the teeth on  the outside, they asked if I was ready for the puller.


I said, “No, I’m pulling this off by hand”. They laughed again, until I took the cold chisel out of my pocket, picked up a hammer nearby, and hit it hard just once into the line of holes I had drilled. As I knew it would, the sprocket split to the key and expanded just enough for me reach up and slide it off the shaft by hand.


I just smiled and said, “Call me anytime!” as I handed them the sprocket.


Years of experience is worth more than any amount of book studies. I knew that trick because I had done it many times before. When I was just a boy I remember watching my grandfather remove a timing gear from the camshaft on an old Chevrolet the same way.


I’m not opposed to studying the books. I collected a stack of books through the years - mostly reference books, and I used them when necessary. 


For instance, I had to install seal sleeves in the end housings of boiler feed pumps. They are an interference fit, and cannot be pushed in without damage. Early in my machinist training, I looked up the coefficient of expansion of iron and steel, and using my trusty slide rule, calculated a handy rule of thumb for chilling or heating those parts so they would slide right into place.


On any round part, whether sleeve or bushing or throttle valve seats on a turbine, the numbers to know is 1/2 thousandths inch change per 100ยบ F. per inch of diameter. If a bushing is .004” bigger than the bore in the housing, and the bushing is 7 inches in diameter, then putting the bushing in liquid nitrogen will chill it to about -350ยบ F. That will shrink it 3.5 x 7 / 2 = .012.2” At that temperature it will rattle right into the hole and then expand tightly in about a minute.


Of course, since the nitrogen is so cold, insulated gloves, face shields and other protective gear is required. Care is also needed because the steel part will be brittle and must be handled gently. Every time I did this in the shop, people would come to watch and play. An apple at that temperature will shatter like glass if dropped on the floor.


That formula works the same whether heating or cooling. When putting a bearing or sleeve on a shaft, the expansion is the same. 


Sunday, August 8, 2021

My Class and My Life

 This will be long, and I’m not sure where to start. I’m sure I will be doing a lot of editing, and I may have to split it into two or more parts.

 I was raised working as a small boy in my Father’s Kaiser-Fraser auto repair shop until he left the family when I was eleven. I was already by then a fairly skilled auto mechanic, and with the help of my relative and close friend Gleason Appling, who was studying diesel mechanics, we were able to keep the cars running, at least.


I studied a college prep curriculum in high school, taking every math class they offered, aiming at becoming a Mechanical Engineer. I graduated in 1961, but didn’t have the money to go directly to college, so I stayed out one year and saved my coins.


I was accepted at Walla Walla College into an Engineering major, and had trouble immediately, due to my rusty math skills on the year I was out working as a ranch hand for money. However, I enjoyed much of the classwork and practical skills taught in that school. Part of the trouble was I was having to work afternoons as a machinist helper to supplement my funds to pay tuition. While I learned a lot in the machine shop as a helper, it did not count toward my credits.


After the one year of college, I found work in a carburetor rebuilding shop in Fremont, California, due to the efforts of my cousin Jim Russell, who lived in San Jose. I worked there for about a year, becoming familiar with every kind of carburetor that ever existed, and getting a little practice on the Clayton dynamometer that they used to test each carburetor before boxing them up for shipment to various parts stores.


I quit that job, moved back to Merced, and went to work for Montgomery Wards, in their repair shop as a gas engine mechanic, working on mowers, chain saws, and rototillers. In my spare time I helped the TV repairman put up antennas, or assist the refrigeration guy install air conditioners.  


At the beginning of 1965 I was told by the management that they did not want to train me for the new year, because of my 1-A draft status. When my unemployment ran short, I went down to the Selective Service office to find out when they were going to draft me. I knew it was inevitable, because the war in Vietnam was escalating daily. They told me I could request to be moved up the list to the top, and said I guess I better do that or starve, since nobody would hire me.


I got my Greetings letter from President Lyndon B. Johnson in just a couple of weeks, and I started Basic Training at Ft. Ord on April 7, 1965.

The base was nearly empty, as they had had a spate of spinal meningitis cases with several deaths in the months before and had closed the base for training for six months. I was in the second training company after the restart, and we were quarantined to the immediate barracks area the whole eight weeks of training.


I first got to use some of that college training before the first company inspection. We were instructed to have our field equipment arranged on a towel in front of our foot locker in a certain configuration, but the instructions were kind of vague. I suggested to my sergeant that I could draw a picture to make the layout clearer, and he said go for it. I used the year of Engineering Drawing I had acquired to sketch out how the articles should be arranged for inspection, and after the sergeant suggested that I change the label “washrag” to “washcloth”, he took it to the company commander. He was duly impressed and made enough copies for every soldier in the company.  He shared it with other company commanders, and I found that my drawing was being used all over the post. Of course, we got top marks on our inspection!


At the end of Basic, they posted the orders for every soldier on the company bulletin board, and the vast majority were destined for more training - AIT - Advanced Individual Training. I wasn’t on the list, so I inquired and was told because of my skills and experience, I was going to an engine repair depot in Granite City, Illinois, directly bypassing any more training.


However, they offered me Officer Candidate School, because of my high scores on the battery of exams they gave me, but I turned that down because I didn’t want obligated to be a Commissioned Officer until 65 years old.


They also offered me a chance to go to Ft. Rucker, Alabama, and become a Warrant Officer and helicopter pilot. I would have loved to become a pilot, but the prospects of surviving over the jungles of Vietnam in a helicopter were not enticing, so I turned that down, also.


I reported for duty at Granite City Army Depot to the 185th Engr. Co. (HM) and in a couple of days they sent me out to the shop for an interview with the shop officer in charge. He brightened up when I mentioned my dynamometer experience, and asked what kind of dyno? I told him a Clayton 250, and he just about jumped out of his chair. He told me he had three of them out on the floor, and only one soldier qualified to operate it. 


I was assigned to one of the dynamometers, with a Specialist 4 as my assistant. Since I was still a buck Private, I was a little nervous, but after we were introduced, I showed him the third dyno and let him know he would soon have it for his own, with a little patience.


For the next couple of months I spent eight hours a day testing newly rebuilt engines, and setting hot valve lash on each when done testing on an hour and a half card at different loads and speeds. Most of the engines were flat head Dodge sixes for 3/4 ton weapons carriers, but we did a few GMC truck engines and even tried a a 1260 hp. Allison engine for the M-60 tank, but all we could test was startup and idle. 


In the fall of 1965 we got word that the whole company was being moved overseas to get closer to the action in Southeast Asia. All our men and equipment were loaded aboard the old troopship Gen. J. C. Breckinridge and chugged across the Pacific Ocean to Okinawa. There we opened up a base that had been mothballed since the Korean War. It had originally been a Japanese airfield during WWII.


There were several big hangers that were divided up between the different sections of the company. One was the Fuel and Electric Section, and that’s where I was sent, to become the carburetor tester. My Military Occupational Specialty was 63Golf, which is Fuel & Electric Repairman, so my job was pretty obvious.


However, the immediate problem for me is that they had lots of carburetors coming in for testing from lots of different engines, and we only had two engines to test them on, a small GMC and a large Chrome Moly. (I don’t remember who made that one). The shop officer said they were going to try to find other engines for carburetor testing. I asked if they couldn’t just make adapters to fit any carb to the engines we had.


He replied that they didn’t have that kind of ability in the shops on base. I volunteered to design and make patterns so the fabrication shop could just cut and weld the parts together. He seemed a little skeptical but he gave me time and a drafting table, so I designed three different adapters for four barrels to two barrel, two barrels to one barrel, and one with a 90ยบ bend to test M151 side draft jeep carburetors. It took me a couple of days to finish. I made cardboard patterns outlining the shapes and hole details, and in a week or so they had cut, bent and welded them together beautifully, and even painted them OD to match the engines. They worked wonderfully well, and I was presented with an award for “Zero Defects”. I still retain the certificate in my military papers.


Not long after we started testing the M151 carburetors, the shop ran out of parts. The accelerator pump was a diaphragm and spring affair in the bottom of the bowl, and when the diaphragm failed, the fuel flooded the vacuum port to the manifold and the engine would not start. They told us that the whole vehicle was made to be disposable, since they lost a lot of expensive Jeeps in the Korean War, and so the carburetor only had two moving parts - throttle and choke - and all the rest was diaphragms. Since the carb itself was disposable, we weren’t supposed to have to repair them, but they needed them in Nam, and no replacements were available from the manufacturer. 


So I asked the shop officer to check locally for diaphragm material and rivets to match the ones we needed and we started manufacturing parts for these little carburetors. We were able to put out several thousand repaired carbs this way, and I am pretty sure our parts were better than the originals.  


When I was separated from the US Army in 1967, I wasn’t able to find work in my hometown of Merced, California, so I went down to Los Angeles to find a job. I applied for a job at the West Coast Racing Division of Champion Spark Plugs down by the harbor near San Pedro, and although he liked my experience, he said he couldn’t give me the job because they were looking for someone with a college degree. 


That was the first time I realized that it wasn’t your qualifications they were looking for, it was was your certification from higher education they wanted. My class disqualified me, even though I could do the job. It wasn’t the last time I ran into that wall.


With the help of a family friend, John Price, I found an apprenticeship opening in a large manufacturing facility in Downey. The job was training as a Maintenance Machinist. The name of the company was Olympic Screw and Rivet Company, but after I left, I found the owners had changed the name to Fastener Specialties Company, after they heard too many jokes about being on the Olympic Screw Team.


I had only worked there about a month, when I got a call from Milheim Motors, a Pontiac agency in Merced, where I had put in an application for a job. They needed a Tune-up man, and were paying more than a dollar an hour more than where I was. The next day I went to my supervisor and  gave him two weeks notice, and explained why, since I loved the work in the machine shop.


The next day I was called into his office, and my foreman was already there. My supervisor explained that my foreman had told him I was the one he could send out to a broken machine, and I could diagnose the problem, make new parts if needed and repair the machine without needing a lot of help. He offered to move me up in the apprenticeship schedule two years and raise my wages well above what the Pontiac agency was offering.


I accepted the offer and called Mr. Milheim Pontiac that evening. He wasn’t surprised, and laughed as he told me to call anytime I needed more help in negotiations.


I stayed there for two more years until I topped out and was rated Journeyman. Not long after, I became unhappy with the LA life and quit and next found work at John Kimzey Welding out in the country in Woodland, California. The pay was much less, and the benefits were nil, but the work was varied and challenging. I repaired and machined parts for everything from tractors, airplanes, ditch diggers and trucks. Each day was different and exciting. 


I had gotten married before leaving LA, and taking on a family was requiring a little more care in moving from job to job. Even though I liked the work, I had to quit and look elsewhere for a better job. I didn’t find it right away!


My next job was in Silver Springs, Nevada, for Sierra Rotary Engine Corp., a small shop that was making experimental engines for an inventor, Bill Turner, who had patents on twenty seven different engines, he said. Some were steam driven, and some were internal combustion engines, including a scissor piston engine that looked intriguing to me. 


The pay was even worse, but was offset by the cheaper rents in the area. We found a cheap house for rent a hundred yards behind the shop, allowing me to walk to work and save on gas, too.


I don’t think I ever worked in a place that valued my contribution to the company as Bill Turner did. He would explain in the morning what we needed done that day, and was always surprised when I finished the work before he expected. He was almost joyous when we got the machine assembled and rotating at last. (Or maybe it was that fifth of Black Velvet he drank every day!)


He had a dynamometer installed for testing, but unfortunately, due to errors in the design materials, we could not start the engine on the evening he announced it to the investors. Bill told me the next Monday that there was no money in the bank, and he couldn’t guarantee a paycheck at the end of the week. I thanked him for his courtesy and went back to LA, where I knew I could find a job quickly.


I found a job the next day at M-K Products in Santa Ana, as a production machinist making hundreds of small precision parts every day for dental drill motors. I could handle the work, but I hated it. After a month of making the same parts every day, and contending with the LA lifestyle and traffic, I quit and started looking for work someplace else, outside the city. 


After a month of homeless camping in national and state parks across the west, I found an ad in the Grand Junction newspaper for a machinist in Hayden, Colorado, at a power generation plant. I went into the headquarters in Montrose and inquired, and they asked me to take a test to qualify for the job. I had no trouble acing the skills test with my years of experience and training. Then they gave me a psychological test to see if I could stand the isolation. I loved this one as there was nothing I wanted more than to get far from the big city. 


After a perfunctory physical by a company doctor in Montrose, they sent me up to Hayden to interview the next day with the plant manager. We dipped into our meager funds and got a motel room for the night in Craig. We both needed a bath in a bad way!


When we awoke the next morning, my wife Carolyn said her nipples were sore and she didn’t feel like eating breakfast due to nausea. I told her it sounded like she was pregnant. She was shocked but happy, since we had been trying for four years to make that happen. Things were about to turn around in a big way for us.